I am improving

When I re-started my triathlon training program this past January I guess I thought it was mostly going to help me build stamina and endurance, but I never thought I would be fast. I'm starting to doubt that now...that I will remain slow, that is.

I've never been a fast runner By any stretch of the imagination. When I was doing a few tri races back in the early years of the century I think I got a 5k PR of around 25 mins and a 10k in the low 50's. but being out of shape and not really training for almost a decade has taken its toll on me. In January, the best per mile times I could muster were in the 10:30-11:00 minute range. 

The last two times I've run though I've averaged in the lower 9 minute range which I have to say, seems very surreal to me.

When I look back and assess what's going on, I'm excited to report that I've actually felt like I'm making progress. What I mean is that my pace was the same for many weeks and months as my body adapted to the shock of running. Actually, my body rebelled at the added demands. First, my knees ached so badly that even walking was painful. I applied ice and rubbed the tops of my Tibia hoping that it was just tendinitis. Luckily, it was. Unfortunately I strained a calf muscle about half a mile from finishing a short 4 mile run.  Lots of ART therapy and stretch training seems to have fixed it, but it still is painful.

The Anarchist

“The lenses inside of me that paint the world black / The pools of poison, the scarlet mist that spill over into rage. The things I’ve always been denied, an early promise that somehow died / A missing part of me that grows around me like a cage.”

Who hasn't felt this way at some point in their lives? Whether stuck in a dead end job or a toxic relationship. The frustration of unrealized potential can indeed spill over into rage. As we age, the pain of knowing there is a missing part of you only grows stronger. It's testimony to the importance of finding your self at an early age. I believe true satisfaction is achieved through being self-less that is, to live to give of yourself.

What if I don't fail?

A few months ago I attended an excellent presentation by an inspiring leader in the direct selling business. The gist of it was, get over your fear...take action. Sure, you may fail. But what if you don't?

Yesterday while running that phrase came back to me in a big way. As is often the case when doing something uncomfortable...alright, painful, I have to pysch myself up to keep going. 

I realized I have to keep running instead of stopping. What if I just keep running even though my aching legs tell me to stop?  I will be prouder and happier with myself and feel better about my upcoming triathlon race.

l also realized I can apply that question towards any aspect of my life when facing a decision on whether or not to take action.

For example:

• I'm afraid to call that difficult customer because he might think I'm being a pest. But what if he gives me another order?
• I'm afraid to tell my neighbor about this great new product I'm using because he'll think I'm trying to push it on him. But what if he wants to try it and it helps him?
• I'm embarrassed to share what I'm doing with a close friend because he might ridicule it. But what if he thinks its pretty cool that I'm trying to better myself?
• I'd better not start that business because I might lose my life savings. But what if I don't? 
• I'm not going to sign up for that half-marathon, what if I can't finish it? But what if I can?
• I'd better not try and fix the car myself because I might not be able to figure it out. But what if I can?

Most of our fears are irrational but hold us back. Next time you are afraid to try something, think about the opposite of your fear happening and dwell upon that! Attitude can be a very powerful motivator!

Man of Steel Trailer #3

The third trailer for the new Zach Snyder movie, "Man Of Steel" debuted last night and I can't wait to see this interpretation of the Superman story. The theme seems to center around the age old concept of destiny vs free will, which is a common thread from one of my favorite song writers, Neil Peart, of Rush. Following that theme is the sub-theme of the father son dynamic. Fathers always want their children to have a greater impact on the world than they themselves had. In this way, fathers wish for their sons to fulfill great destinies.

The movie is a complete reset of the Superman story and may be hard to grasp for those who like me, were children when the Christopher Reeve, richard Donner films came out with Krypton being an crystalline ice world. this carried through even to bryan singers Superman Returns.

First, the Kryptonian science and technology seems to be very organic as opposed to cold and icy like in previous superman movies. The trailer showed creatures or ships flying with lots of wing like movement.

Second, Kal El appears to be some kind of different Kryptonian even before being sent to Earth. The early peeks indicate that he may be an illegal birth, a natural born child as opposed to a genetically engineered person, again, born with free will instead of a destiny.

Third, the earlier films seemed to gloss completely over the fact that Supermans existence proves that we are not alone in the universe. He is the first visitor from another planet and his discovery would have enormous impacts on Earth. Again, his destiny would inpart, be to establish first contact with extra terrestrial life.

I can't wait to see this movie!

Attitude

Which comes first, the champion's attitude or the championship? Having a goal, then committing to work towards it every day with relentless, unwavering focus- This is what separates champions from the pack.

IM AZ: Kicking it into gear with Advocare

I've been trying several Advocare products over the last few months to see if they can help me achieve the fitness levels I will need in order to complete IM AZ later this year. So it's been a lot of experimentation. I'm pleased to say that I believe some of the products have made a difference and some, not so much. But there are more to try.

Arginine Extreme is probably my favorite product so far. I take it 15-30 mins before a strenuous workout and it allows me to push through barriers which would have stopped me a few months ago.

Spark, their most popular product, helps me wake up in the morning and get in the right mind set. It's more of a mental booster than an actual performance booster. I read a masters thesis on the ergogenic effects of Spark (their were none) so that makes sense. But I still think it helps me to face those early morning run/bike/swims better.

I'll figure out how to add this countdown clock to my blog...tomorrow.

http://www.timeanddate.com/clocks/countdown.html?n=884&iso=20131117T070000

It IS up to you...but get help

Popular motivational saying that goes something like to be me. It is thank you for 1 million. It is up to you to take action.
You are the one who must decide to take action. But you have to remember that you do need help and there's nothing wrong with asking for help.
Set a goal then get help doing it. Don't let your help down stay committed.